break up thoughts

breakups are always the worst. especially when you are home alone and thinking about just how great the sex use to be and just how good the dick was to you. i am not going to miss anything as much as how this guy use to put me to sleep at night and start my day off right. i remember reflecting on all the nasty things we did to each other the night before and how i can't wait to until the next time we are together. good sex is sooo addictive. its soooo hard to walk away from. i use to think about another ex like this too until we had our final encounter and i realized that the sex really wasn't as good as i thought. but i think it was because i was so into my last guy that i wasn't even trying to enjoy it. so i guess i say all that to say that i think i will officially be over the sex thing when i find myself knocking the boots with someone new and betta...

current lovin' update

its weird how i havn't written anything in here lately. my excuse for not blogging normaly is that i really didn't have anything to write about. but truthfully over the past 7-8 months i have been getting some of the best dick ever. its that kind of sex that you think about all day the next day and play over and over again in your head & grin to yourself thinking damn that nigga put it on me. its no wonder its so hard to walk away from it because its so damn good. i've found myself allowing him to sex me up in the craziest places. restaurants, cars, my stairs... where ever it really doesn't matter. its not just sex, we really make love. i mean its always passionate & tender but at the same time lustful & erotic. as little kim says his head game has me head over heels. this brother is truly blessed. i could kiss him for hours with both sets of lips. we got into our first REAL disagreement a few weeks ago. i thought it was over but when our eyes meet it was like we both melted into each others arms. i am not sure if its lust or love that we have but i know that i enjoy ever moment we spend in each others arms. i crave him when he's not inside me. i feel like i can be this freaky little naughty girl without any sexual hang ups. but what bothers me is the fact that i have been getting some of the some good ass dick and didn't bother to blog about it...